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oooo????? oh sorry i spaced [Jan. 18th, 2006|04:50 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |contentcontent]
[dancing to |mest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

okay so monday i went to new york and for the little time i was there i had a blast. i took some pics and went to the empire state building i had a lot of fun.it was so pretty at night i didn't want to leave.then i have been doing classes.it's okay but i get bored..next week i leave my cpp.cpp is the group of kids u come with. where like family.. but i get to start my vocs. well i'm heading to dinner then i got to get ready for the movies so peace
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la la la i'm bored!!!!!!! [Jan. 14th, 2006|12:36 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |chipperchipper]
[dancing to |taking back sunday]

okay so today is kinda rainy...i got my hair braided it looks awesome.to night me and terance are going to the movies provided he isn't being a dick..and monday i'm going to new york to go see the empire state building..i hope they have elevators...(lol.so anywho i have been working out still i've lost about 10 pounds..school is okay i like alot of the kids.i made some awesome friends who are some what like me. there gonna give me a nickname and i'm a little scared..i've been sleeping better and i have adjusted some what but i really miss home and my family and friends.i miss my space to but my friend emily said she go on for me latez so that makes me happy. last night i was talking to seb and we got into this huge argument.then i happened to mention to him that every time we talk it's starts of nice then it turns into a compation of who has more drama in our lives and who has it worse. in the process of this we creat drama between us and then we fight,it's a bad pattern. we agreed that we need to work on that and change it .i didn't come home this weekend so i'm a little sad cause i wanted to see people but not only that we had band this weekend..god i miss band :(.but billy called me and said we do it next week when i come home.yayaya.this past week we got to explore vocs.tuesday i had plastering which was fun.i had such a good time. then wensday i had computer a+. i was so tired i was falling asleep i fanrk life 3 cups of coffe.after lunch i was better my instucter was like u do good work and told me if i choose this voc i'm excepted. then thurseday i had automachanics. that class was awesome. i took a car arpart i had so much fun. i'm definitly going back to that class.well i got to ging play mcr so i'll be back laterz bye ~jacqui~
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i really bored [Jan. 6th, 2006|07:02 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |amusedamused]
[dancing to |aveneged sevenfold + burn it down]

i'm bored so i'm gonna hit the wight room in a sec..i can't get msn messenger so i kinda sad but whatever..lol i fell on my ass today but thats another storey..i'll be back later if anyone wants to talk ..i got aim so we can chat..man i miss home i miss my bed and i miss malden.i never thought i'd hear myself say that..well any ways school os okay next week i go and check out my voc's i picked auto machanics,computer tech and plastering..so i can't wait..so anyways i just being hanging out..i watch movie in my room everynight
so i be real tired in the mornin but it's cool..well i miss you all but i got to jet so peace...
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hey lj peopel whats up???? [Jan. 5th, 2006|07:57 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |coldcold]
[dancing to |blink 182..+josie]

i'm at school and u wouldn't believe who goes here...kayln..does anyone remeber her..lol i couldn't believe it when i saw her..so anyways it's okay up here..no myspace so u can imagane that i'm going crazy...my dorm is all set up i got the ps2 dvd and vcr all set up...oh i passed my drug test so i'm straight...my roommate is awesome..i'm going to acouple of concerts coming up so i'm happy.i'm really bored so u'll se my on lj alot more since i got no myspace..well i got to go work out so peace...
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my space,a show ,and us performing..... [Nov. 29th, 2005|03:44 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |artisticartistic]
[dancing to |H.I.M.=rip off the wings of a butterfly]

okay so my space is screwing up again and it's pissing me of i was in the middle of talking to this kid about an up coming show that were both going to and talking about meeting up at the show...he asked if we can trade pics and i was likes sure whatever..and we did so were gonna meet up at the show..the funny thing is when i told him my name and stuff he was like the same jacqui from the lincoln school i was like yeah he's like did u go to walker i was like yeah he's like dude i know you we went to school to gether..how fucken wierd is that..after all this time this kid i used to be friends with actually remembers me from like forever ago...and now were going to a show to gether...speaking of shows the h.i.m show was awesome..i know i talk about it a lot but it was that good...and for all u peeps that have been tracking me and the guys were playing again up in n.h. and also down in cambridge so igotz most of ur e-mail dresses so i let u know any onw else who want's info let me know....<3jacqui<3
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ello everyone i missed u all!!!!! [Oct. 27th, 2005|01:56 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |cheerfulcheerful]
[dancing to |rise against = swing life away]

soooo what up peepshow is everyone..it's been such a long time....i miss all of u guys..i be so bored right now.....well on news i went to see mcr and reggie and the full effect with alkaline trio on the 15th it was an awesome show i had so much fun reggie and the full efect were awesome..and it was my first time ever seeing alkaline trio perform live ther were fucking incredible omg..then mcr came on and iwas screaming and dancing it was awesome..i was at the front of the stage the whole show so i had an awesome time..mcr were just fucking amazing they were so good gerard shake his ass alot which is hot...me aND MY FRIENDS SNUCK BACK STAGE TO MEET THE BAND we had so much fun...then the following saturday i went to the head of charles thing cause fnx had a show called row-a-plooza and i saw unbusted who are an awesome band every one should check them out at www.unbusted.com and all american rejects were thier...they were awesome2 i had so much fun it was great i have pics from bothe concerts and will be posting as soon as i get them.. um i guess that it.....see ya ..peace
<3jacqui<3
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so tired [Oct. 7th, 2005|04:02 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |draineddrained]
[dancing to |coheed and cambria =the glass and the light]

hey peeps... so i checked out my school..it seems okay..the thing is i have a curfew...i haven't had a curfew in years???? also their are smoking areas that are their..so basicaly u can't just smike anywhere.
i can't come home for the first week which sucks..also no more cyber cafe which i don't know how i'm gonna deal...the food seemed okay..i have one roomate..i'm not sure how that's gonna work out i hope she likes loud music.. it's really far.. i'm gonaa miss my mom like crazy they said u stay from anywhere of 6 monthes to a year..the computer program i'm doing is 3 monthes so who knows maybe i'll be home sooner...:)
well i guess thats it.. i'll be at my nanas house visting her so call me if u need me..i can't believe my nanas is 90yrs old holy shit ....well i'm out peace....
<3jacqui<3
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omg i have never been so mad... [Sep. 29th, 2005|05:48 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |annoyedannoyed]
[dancing to |coheed and cambria = the suffering]

okay so i have been on my space all day long..right so i was doing work fixing my profile and i did maxs profile. now it's the end of the day and i wanted to see the product and i clikced the x button which logged it out and when i went to go back to my space and tryd to log in it wouldn't let me cause they were having probs so now i can't see any of the work i did...arghh...i'm so misserable and pissed..i hate my space....no i don't it's just so annoying i mean this never happens on live journal so what the hell.....okay i'm done venting oh wait one more thng how hard is it to find a code for coheed and cambrias video blood red summer i can't find one anywhere???????damit...okay now i'm done
alright i'm out i'm gonna try to get back on myspace....wish me luck...
<3jacqui<3
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(no subject) [Sep. 26th, 2005|05:14 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |crazycrazy]
[dancing to |atreyu = right side of the bed]

omg i never realized how much i love music till i had to make my music list on my space.oh so my atreyu kick is going well but i got to tell u ithink if i keeping going i might stop liking them so i'm gonna stop soon. well band practice was good.we went bowling yesterday i don't bowl because i'm a spaz and sure enough i gave in went bowling and i fell on my ass again.. and not just once but three times so no more bowling for jacqui.so anyway's veronice mars comes back wendnseday so i'm all happy.oh people have brought it to my attention that i'm a bad speller well you know what i don't care any more i'm a product of malden high so whatever.well any way's i got to go max is here so i'll be off night every one.
<3jacqui<3
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i'm on a creative high...let's keep it going whoooo!!!! [Sep. 22nd, 2005|06:40 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |creativecreative]
[dancing to |i told you atreyu]

my my space is so fucking crazy i love it..i don't have to much time because i got band practice an in hour and it takes me a half hour just to get there..so...i hope everyone is well.. i have recently decided to go on an atreyu kick which will last for 60 days starting this secound.oh i finished the papers for job core i'm going to see the school in october..billy found out he got in and so didn't corey and hailey so now thier just waiting for me and if max got his ass in gear him to...yayaya were gonna have so much fun i can't wait.man i'm totaly feeling like i'm on speed or something....it's great i can't wait for practice or as i call it the musical fusion hour's....that girl sheena i met at the gc,sp concert well i have been talking to her alot man she really is cool . well i g2g see ya

<3jacqui<3
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a good day. [Sep. 16th, 2005|04:39 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |bouncybouncy]
[dancing to |the cure = pictures of you]

i made my my space over..now it's beautiful....yayayay me and max are so goofy...i had the best day with him so far.. we went out to eat at fridays...then we went to the mall and he got me a good charlotte wallet with chain a poster of my benji and some cd's...i got him the cool tye he wanted from hot topic and an avenge seven fold cd then we went and he surprised me with taking me to meet his family... their really nice people i love his family and told his mom that i really love him and i'm not gonna hurt him and she said she knows and she like's me for her son...:) so i have mom's approval..yayay but i got to go so peace..
p.s my othe lj name for those who keep asking is punkprincess 20
<3jacqui<3
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holy shit.... [Sep. 13th, 2005|09:55 am]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |awakeawake]
[dancing to |armor for sleep=the truth about heaven]

first off i can't even fathom the fact that i'm up at this time and at the cafe no less. it's now 10:47am..i got up about 9:30 i never get up in a singel digit time.well anyways i got this new cd. it's called what to do when your dead. it's by one of my fav bands armor for sleep. i love this cd it's absoulutly amazing. i learned all the words to the song last night and i really love the lyrics their awesome.well any who i'm going to boston to meet up with emily for a few and then max and corey are gonna meet up with me and where going to band practice from there. i'm happy i can't wait for band it's just that i'm so damn tired. i went to bed at 5:48 in the am.oh julie i'm glad u liked my naked pic of quinn allman. and bert's racey picture. oh i can't remember where i got that pic of billy but i'll send it to you.oh by the way it's hard having 2 journals. i keep for getting the other one and somtimes this one.so i'm waiting to hear back from job corp. it probably won't help that i left my cell phone at home will it?oop's and i'm to lazy to go home and get it.well i guess that's it i'm gonna get of the computer so gb here can update his lj for a change.
peace..................
<3jacqui<3
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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2005|12:45 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |hopefulhopeful]
[dancing to |simple plan= untitled]

well what's new peeps? i have made a choice to go to the red cross and get trained and go down to the places katrina hit most which is every where. i wasen't sure if i was gonna do it but my mom gave me the thumbs up so i'm gonna do it.....i'm so sick of every one saying lets do something or they need help yet thier not doing anything about it... i'm not gonna be one of those people. i think they need help i don't think bush gets it and i'm sick of feeling helpless so i'm doin something about it. on other news i can't wait for mcr and mcs i'm all pumped up on happyness. and i have finally excepted the joel and hillary deal and i thinks it's great....good for them... well i guess that's it see u around. oh robin,billy,paul,max,hailey, this is my new number 781 420 9273.
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i know i know [Aug. 29th, 2005|05:36 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |artisticartistic]
[dancing to |the used+ box full of shap objects]

i know i say this a lot but i love my journal it's great and pretty. by the by my party will be wensday so all that know about it i'll see you there.. oikay so many concert's don't know what to do here is my list.concert's mcr= september 13,2005 at station park ri. it's across from the mall.
then on Oct 15 - Lowell, MA @ Tsongas Arena
Presale Begins: Monday, Aug 15 @ 10 AM EST
Public On Sale: Saturday, Aug 27 @ 10 AM EST
nine inch nails..=11.8.05 NIN & Queens of the Stoneage TD BANK NORTH GARDEN, BOSTON
socail 'd'= 10.7.05 SOCIAL DISTORTION WORCESTER PALLADIUM, WORCESTER
armor for sleep= 11.25.05 ARMOUR FOR SLEEP Axis, Boston
him-11/17 Boston, MA @ Avalon. so i'm all happy about this. if anyone want's to tag along let me know.
oh great news i'm gonna be a god mother...yayayaya. i'm so happy and honerd. also my obbsesion with mcr has gotten to an all time wierd and sad level just thought i'd mention it.
any way's i'll see all you guy's later and billy and paul ur asses better call me soon. hailey and robin i'll meet you at the mall. and max i love you.....<3<3<3
p.s to the lj world peace.
<3jacqui<3
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(no subject) [Aug. 23rd, 2005|04:29 pm]
jacqui
wow people fucking suck...i just want to say that thier are curtain people who have livejournals and thay really shouldn't.i don't even know these people and i want to kill them.. just let me say cause i don't want to get into details that if i ever meet these people who talk shit and post whith out using thier lj name i will fucking slash out your throught with a rusty nail.....i fucken can't belive that u peopole have no life
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i love my hair [Aug. 17th, 2005|02:30 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |deviousdevious]
[dancing to |all american rejects=dirty little secret]

okay so yesterday i was bored and decided to color my hair.so i did atomic pink and pimpin purple it is so cool. any ways me and max are going to harvard sq. to see how much it cost to pierce the sides of my lip. i'm so happy were going haven't seen him in 2 days and it's killing me. then later on tonight i might hang out with mark provided he calls me. if not i don't know the world is my oyster......
oh i got some new icons cant't wait to use them..... um i guess that's it if u need to call me again for all the people who keep calling me don't call untill nine i have no minutes thats why u can't get through. alright i'm out peace.
<3jacqui<3
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well some shit went down last night. [Aug. 12th, 2005|02:50 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |bouncybouncy]
[dancing to |white stripes= door bell]

me and my brother had an intense conversation last night about me and my life and how i feel it was really deep and made me realize things i never really wanted to realize.but i'm grateful cause it made me realize how much i missed the band and how much i really miss max and how stupid we were to break up for no reason and how much i need him and how he really was the best thing to happen to me.
so me and gb (gay billy) talked last night at 4:00 in the morning about are friendship and the band and decided to restart the band from scratch.every one else has agreed so me,billy,paul,corey,and max are back in action woo hoo.which brings me to the greatest news.... me and max have decided to start from scratch to....yayayayayayaya. so yeah i'm feeling better. oh billy and robin go see max's new lj..it's boy_wonder_23

~jacqui~
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well hers my week from my brithday to today [Aug. 5th, 2005|04:13 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |amusedamused]
[dancing to |head automatica= beating heart baby]

my b-day(july 30th) i rolled out of bed.went to the movies,went swimming eventually drank th n smoked a bowl.the 31st. i went to the beach were my aunt gave me the new harry potter book.i finished it in 2 days.it would of been one but i had to sleep.the 1st of aug i was smoking bowl after bowland playing grand theft auto.on the secound of aug i slept.on the third went to my sisters to baby sit. on the 4th went to see amor for sleep and finch in boston and today well i went swimming now i'm gonna smoke again. well that's it and um oh if u wanna call me cal after nine. 781 526 1582
p.s my niece finally said auntie jacqui yayaya.
~jacqui~
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just another day [Jul. 29th, 2005|02:55 pm]
jacqui
[dancing to |good charlotte = predictable]

oh yeah tomorrows my birthday :sarcasticly says woo:
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a poem for my dads [Jul. 29th, 2005|02:21 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |accomplishedaccomplished]
[dancing to |head automatica =beating heart baby]

he came into our lives,
he was the light in my mothers eyes,we were the family i always dreamed of.
then the light went out the family fell apart, his fakeness was real and his love was not.
he became everything i feared a liar,and cheater.
he broke my mothers heart and ripped are family apart.
because of this we doubt what's in are hearts, each of us are broken in our thoughts.
my mother will never love again because he damaged her over and over again.
my brothers mind will never be the same,because it's tainted with what he became.
now on to the one who is messed up of all, the one who will never love not ever not at all.
my trust is gone and my heart is small, my fear of love trust and commitment now rules all.
the tears in my eyes are from my familys dimise, the forgivness in my heart is what tears me apart.
some of the scars on my arm are a reminder of the farther thats gone.
he dosen't call he dosen't wright if he dosen't care he's not that bright.
was life really that bad,was it really unfair, was my mother not worth not having an affair.
what about my brother, what was his injustist to you for you and your family to treat him the way that u do.
then thiers me what did i do, was i such a horrible daughter u wanted to lose.
well don't worry it's all good were all done crying over you.
you were so lucky to have what you had, but u moved away and made us feel bad.
it's cool we know what where not missing know it's your turn to feel bad about the family your dissing. now that your a dead beat dad
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(no subject) [Jul. 28th, 2005|02:19 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |creativecreative]
[dancing to |armor for sleep =car under water]

hello everyone. it's been a while i've been cleaning my whole house so i haven't posted. my birthday is in two days... twenty here i come.. not doing much trying to collect money from people who owe me so i can have a good b-day.. i haven't talk to billy,robin,or hails in a while so i'm really sad but me and max have been talking up a storm...the band isn't to well no one is in the mood to do practice and it's been really hot. and corey is still injured so hopefully well pick things up on tuesday.i can't wait for warped i'm going to the jersey show and maybe the north hampton show. i fucken am so excited i can't wait for atreyu and armor for sleep, mcr,underoath,drop kick,offspring aww i can't go on i'm way to excited...still looking for another job.the search is really hard. well i guess that's it or now see u later.

~jacqui~
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how awsome is this [Jul. 13th, 2005|01:57 pm]
jacqui
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2005|01:35 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |aggravatedaggravated]
[dancing to |the used+fake]

so my life just keeps getting better.. today i went into work and got fired... i was not haven it so i call my district manager and asked him what the hell is going on. he called me back and was like yeah your not fired he can't do that. so know i have my job back but i'm gonna get a new one anyways and then quit stupid family dollar. oh yeah and did i metion i got mugged today to yeah i did... i found my bag and my wallet i gusse they didn't want it.my wallet had nothing in it anyway and my bag only had the cleaning stuff for my lip but u know what they did get my cell phone. but it cool cause my batteries gonna die soon and i call the company and had them shut it off so yeah i'm having the best week ever go me...
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shit just keeps coming [Jul. 11th, 2005|04:03 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |being a cunt]
[dancing to |good charlotte = little things]

well for those who haven't seen me yet i got my lip pierced. i got promoted but know thier not sure they can still do it so know i'm really pissed off...i'm going to the cemetary to see my nephew.. i was suppose to go with my brother but i can't wait for him so i'm going alone... not the best idea but i just don't give a fuck... speaking of i'm really depressed and i have been getting stoned everynight for the last week and a half and it dosen't seem to be working.on other news i'm crazy excited about warped tour man i'm gonna get so trashed i can't wait. (oh babe if u could call me tonight that would be good.) so how is everyone? i hope well. um i'm also really hiped up cause my b-day is coming really soon like in 19 days....yayayayayayayayayaya....well i guess that's it really... peace...
~jacqui~
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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2005|01:30 pm]
jacqui
[my mood ring says i'm.... |aggravatedaggravated]
[dancing to |read dumb ass]

well i'm having a bad day and thiers no one to talk to.. but that's okay i think i'm just gonna let it all out and after i'm done crying (only cause i need to it's been a while) i think i'm gonna rock out for a while. i'm thinking maybe 4 to 5 hours just so i don't let my anger get to me and start breaking shit..oh speaking of , i have now realized i have anger management problems... another thing to add to the fucked up list that is me. oh and if u wait a few hours cause i'm sure what i'm writting wont work u can read the sequal which will be all about me,anger,how i hate the annoying higher bieng from above the sky and just how life sucks this world is cruel and how i wish someone new what i was going through andc then it ends with a sorry that u all had to have this on ur journal.

"Cemetery Drive"

this night, walk the dead
in a solitary style
and crash the cemetery gates.
in the dress your husband hates
way down, mark the grave
where the search lights find us
drinking by the mausoleum door
and they found you on the bathroom floor

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

back home, off the run
singing songs that make you slit your wrists
it isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
so i won't stop dying, won't stop lying
if you want i'll keep on crying
did you get what you deserve?
is this what you always want me for?

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard
made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

way down
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